FRESH START! 13.1 day 1 of 133 days

Right I have 19 weeks before my holiday. I realistically want to lose 28 lbs so I am looking at 1lb and a half every week. Let's do this! I think I am too going to weight every Monday and Thursday and aim to lose half a pound each time.

I went to the community centre today and grabbed a quick latte afterwards.

Day 9 and 10 were not good

I have been so bad the last 2 days. Last night I got tucked into a massive bar of prep chocolate. On Tuesday I went for coffee at the acorn had a scone which wasn't too bad. Husband made smoked salmon risotto and I made a dessert from the remaining mascarpone by putting melted choc chips through it. Made some purees for bambino in the evening.
Yesterday I went for a picnic after baby sensory. Had coffee and cake but went home and ate 4 mini cakes. We had mozzarella pesto chicken for dinner. I ate 3 /4 of a 300g bar of prep chocolate.

Weigh day 13.1 82sp

Hmmmm not the best day. So husband was off work today. Bambino only woke up once st 1.30 so got a good night sleep. I made purees for him this morning. We we t into Aberdeen to pick up a travel buggy and I took things back to shop. Got a cheeky mcdonalds on the way home.  I breast fed in the back of the car while husband went in and got it . Today hasn't been great and I also are some squishims and 3 cookie biscuit things which aren't pictured. I'll just have to make up for it the rest of the week. So much for never seeingv13 stone agsin.....
Oh and there are other photos of me in my dress where I don't look that big do feeling more positive but still determined. 19 weeks to go. Oh and 3 weeks ago I stupidly paid  £10 to diet bet. I will lose that money if I am not 12 12 by Monday!

Day 7 started well but ended badly

So last night I ended up having g sweets st the candy cart and some, not a lot of buffet. I was bad but not really bad. This morning I got the smoked salmon breakfast instesd of the fry up. We went a walk round Dundee with parents before leaving. Stopped at Peggys to feed bambino and I had the biggest bit of Apple pie with a cup of tea. I need to remember when out that soup is an option. I don't like the food from Peggys as the sandwiches look horrible but totally forgot that soup was an option. When we got home i aye some cheap chocolate my parents gave us from Malta. Ordered chinese.

Wedding

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Day 5 50sp

Travelling down to Dundee even had some haribo in the car which I have counted. 

Day 4 59sp got my hair done

Left baby with husband to go and get hair cut and highlighted  not overly thrilled with the cut as it wasn't my usual hairdresser. Husband's brother came this afternoon as they are away to the darts. So night onion my own. Just as my pizza was ready baby woke up. Typical. Had a scone while watching the mummy diaries. Painted my nails with a non alcoholic cider that I haven't pointed. Watched real housewives of Orange county. When husband came home I had a cheeky hot chocolate.

Day 3 ( 59-8) 51sp

Went to baby sensory this morning. Stayed for lunch. Had a tuna melt with no coleslaw or crisps. Had some chocolate covered rice cakes on the bench while bambino napped in the pram. Tried to get things organised for going away while he napped. Stocked nappy bag, started packing his stuff, dusted. Later in the afternoon I had 2 bananas with peanut butter while he played with his toy box. Had the same dinner as last night except some mango through it as there was not enough dried apricots. Brought points down. When i finally got bambinos down I had a fruit scone and jam. I even pointed the jam.

Day 2 53sp

Well what an awful night it was last night. The boy was up for two hours 1.50 - 4am. He woke up at 7. I went back to bed with him at 9.30 for a nap. Felt much better after it.  Husband worked from home as he was so shattered and feeling unwell. I took dog to groomers and he had his first seat in the trolley at Tesco.
Has porridge honey and cinnamon for breskfast. Lunch was an egg light mayo and tomato ssndwich. We had Cajun chicken quinoa which we haven't had in over s year. It has red onion, spring onion and dried apricots , oh and coriander in it aswell. Also had my other bun once bambino was in bed.

Day 1 starting at noon..... 13 2 (57-7)50sp

Ok I have had so many failed attempts and blogs for losing the baby weight and I am still in need to lose around 28lbs to get to my pre pregnancy weight. My goal is 11 4. I stood on the scales yesterday and was 13 2. I have a wedding at the weekend which I am wearing a new size 16 dress. I feel very self conscious in it and I was dreading it. After all my failed attempts I decided to start the holiday diet after the wedding. I decided this while eating a while pack of Fox's white chocolate cookies last night. So this morning I got up and had a slice and a half of white bread toast with quite a lot of butter, a cup of tea, and glass of orange. Now for me white bread toast is a naughty breakfast and the start of a bad day. I didn't even photograph it because diet starts next week.

It's nearly 12 noon and I've thought screw that. If I don't do something now I am going to feel even worse on Saturday at the wedding. At least if I start the healthy eating now I will at least feel like I am on the journey to losing the weight on Saturday. I was at the vet at the weekend and it was 4 years ago I started the big wedding diet. The date on the dogs injection card for 2013 I was a week into it. I am feeling inspired by myself.

Have decided today that today is the last day I will see 13 stone on the scales. I walked down to the lost office , m and s , and Tesco today. Bought bambino some new toys from tesco for the community centre. Going to start taking his own. Had a yogurt with blueberry puree and nakd bar for  a snack  . Had tuna light mayo baked potato with 3 tablespoons of cheese. Picked myself up some spiced buns from marks. Had ONE with a coffee.

Toast 11sp

Avacado and toast 11sp