Day 1 starting at noon..... 13 2 (57-7)50sp

Ok I have had so many failed attempts and blogs for losing the baby weight and I am still in need to lose around 28lbs to get to my pre pregnancy weight. My goal is 11 4. I stood on the scales yesterday and was 13 2. I have a wedding at the weekend which I am wearing a new size 16 dress. I feel very self conscious in it and I was dreading it. After all my failed attempts I decided to start the holiday diet after the wedding. I decided this while eating a while pack of Fox's white chocolate cookies last night. So this morning I got up and had a slice and a half of white bread toast with quite a lot of butter, a cup of tea, and glass of orange. Now for me white bread toast is a naughty breakfast and the start of a bad day. I didn't even photograph it because diet starts next week.

It's nearly 12 noon and I've thought screw that. If I don't do something now I am going to feel even worse on Saturday at the wedding. At least if I start the healthy eating now I will at least feel like I am on the journey to losing the weight on Saturday. I was at the vet at the weekend and it was 4 years ago I started the big wedding diet. The date on the dogs injection card for 2013 I was a week into it. I am feeling inspired by myself.

Have decided today that today is the last day I will see 13 stone on the scales. I walked down to the lost office , m and s , and Tesco today. Bought bambino some new toys from tesco for the community centre. Going to start taking his own. Had a yogurt with blueberry puree and nakd bar for  a snack  . Had tuna light mayo baked potato with 3 tablespoons of cheese. Picked myself up some spiced buns from marks. Had ONE with a coffee.

Toast 11sp

Avacado and toast 11sp